Wan Wan Episode 7 just ended… and I still have that tight feeling in my chest…Â On my 40″ TV now is the “102 mins that changed America”, a real life account of that fateful day of September 11, 2001. I remember I was watching the news live from here, and I was even afraid to go to the toilet, let alone the people who were there at the scene…
This show started at the same time as Wan Wan, so I was watching both at the same time (Wan Wan with earphones, on my small computer screen)… Then on my computer screen, there was a scene where a building suddenly caught fire, and that gave me a shock already, and at that very moment, I looked up at my TV screen, and there were the twin towers on fire!! OMG, my heart almost popped out!! I threw away my earphones and closed my eyes for a while. I don’t know how to describe that kind of feeling at all. But I can still feel it now…
Episode 7 itself was an intense one… but watching this real 9/11 incident on my TV screen is just pure madness. It’s crazy!!! I’m supposed to meet my colleagues for drinking now (I skipped company dinner to watch Wan Wan real time), but with the state I’m in now, it’ll be a tough…
I don’t think I can sleep tonight…
I can’t watch any 9/11 stuff because it is too difficult. I can still remember that day very vividly…where I was when I heard the news, what I thought, what I was doing…
Because it was so unbelievable and surreal, it did not sink in to my consciousness right away. But when it did…
I just see the news about 9/11 and I automatically tear up.
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thanks, suki~ i feel much better today. i guess i shouldn’t watch any more of such documentaries :)
Thanks for your thoughts & prayers on us still…thanks 4 still remembering them & USA. 9/11 will always b a memory (leave a hole) in my heart I’ll never forget. ~_~ *sniff*